I'm Back! Finally..It's been so long..and so much has happened. I can't even begin to describe how angry I am with myself for forgetting about this site. I miss all the friends I had and the art skills i gained from this site (And sadly forgot).

I'm still doing art, just not so much computer anime art. I am working more on paintings. It's my medium..lol And I love it. I kinda regret that I stopped drawing so much..because you cant paint well if you can't draw what you want to paint..

But i try, and I'll never completely stop doing art.

I've moved. I went from little redneck town of Newville to the busy city of York Pa. I live with the boyfriend. And, I regret that all too. growing up sucks. I think the last time I was on here...I was 16...wow..how so much has changed.

I hope i can catch up with everyone again. I miss talking to all my friends =[...I dont remember any names..but I hope we can catch up! <3 don't be scared to message or comment me..I promise I will keep in touch this time.


Much Love-
Karen
'Ruby' (lol)

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~Clubs~~

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Hey all! by GOD it's been forever! SO much has happened! So much that i doubt i can mention it all without getting tired of typing...XD Well, i finally got a myspace! WHHHHOOO! Go me! If you want to look me up, go to [link] XD **retarded**

Also, i have a new boyfriend..His name is Brian. As i think you remember, i ranted him as my crush before. XD I really love him...but i dont know. I really dont care at this moment.

Well, In english, we were reading the book, Lord of the flies. I LOVE THAT BOOK! It's like..the best book ever! **loves Roger** I can't wait till my birthday! I get the movie...actually i have it right here...but i can't watch it untill my party >_< Bah, it makes me smile inside to think about it.

And well, My art hasn't been going anywhere...obviously...because i can hardly draw anymore...I just want to give up..~_~ maybe I'll scan a few things in later...but not now.

I dont feel like talking anymore..oh and YAY! Katie and I are talking again! YAY!..XD Random quote of the day!

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Mood: CHICKEN DAY!!
Listening to: Fiesta de la Noche
Reading: My note to O'grady ^_____^
Watching: the siiiims!

HI ALL! wow, it's been forever and a day since i was able to get on the computer and write one of these damn things. XD I come back and i have over 200 messages! **implodes to death** I was to lazy to look at them all, so yea...they will probably build up into more and more and more **dies**

Well, i have some news! WHOOOOO! Finally, Shakesphere...ish over...**pouts** I miss it so much! Well, i just miss O'grady..**rapes him** Well, the plays went really well. I am pretty proud of myself, i didn't forget my lines! WHOO! **people in the back yelling 'go Karen!'** XD YEE!! My boobs were popping out of the dress though....**imploooodes** XD But i heard i was pretty good..XD go mmeeee!!

Well, one day when we were practicing Henry the 6th part one, i had to run across the risers and chase one of the main french characters. When i did, i jumped off the side of the risers and landed on my toe funny..**dies** and sprained it. I had to limp onto the stage XD!!! And then, in Hamlet when the last scene poped up which if you ever read Hamlet you would know it was the grave yard scene...XD Well, we were about to go on, (when i say we i mean myself, the king and Laritease..XD XD Which are my two good friends.) Well, when i started to walk, my sprained toe collided with the wooden tapistry which was just randomly placed there...I collapesed to the ground in pain! I couldn't scream, but i did cry XD! I couldnt be to loud because there were people on stage already acting. **dies** I had to limp onto stage in the King's arms...XD The directer said that it was an awesome effect i put out..T___T I was really crying, wenches!! **dies** XD

But, now that Karen has a new cruuush **implooooodes** BRIAN O'GRADY!! **rapes him violently** XD we are officually making out buddies. XD WHOOOOO!!! Because after our last performence, we all went bowling..> Let's just say O'grady and i were the only two in the back seat of the vaaan. **implodes to death**

I will probably put picture of him and I and the whole cast of Hamlet and Henry the 6th on this site when i actually get some damn pictures....XD And the ones of my in my french maid outfit at Katie's party whooot XD Where i first met O'grady..XD I have to go...I shall keep you updated...or...maybe..XD And i have some late pictures i need to put on the site..so..i shall XD Love ya all!!!

Byyyyyyye!

~My friends~~


~People I admire~~


~Clubs~~

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T_T I miss Brooklyn...Yoh and Hao..

Mood: ..T_T
Listening to: You Lied, Tool
Reading: Companions of the Night
Watching: Wrong Turn

Well, i have some bad news. This morning, one of the little kittens died in my hands. ~_~ He was so small...smaller than the other ones...You think i would have payed more attention to him..i hate myslef for taking him inside with me, if i wouldn't have...he would still be live today...~_~ I try to help, and i end up killing him...it's all my fault, and for that...i hate myself..

I woke up this morning...and checked on the three kittens, seeing brooklyn laying down as if he was hurt...So i helped him out of the cage and it was...as if he couldn't even move his oen boddy..he was so...bah, i don't even know how to describe it...but even thought he couldn't blink, i knew he was still alive because ever now and then his mouth would get really big as if he was gasping for air, like a fish would out of water. I tried to help him in ever way i could...but...an hour later his soft pink lips turned purple..and he went limp.....I lay this death on myself...what was i doing wrong?! I gave him water, food, a bed...i even took him onto my bed every night and cuddled with him...~_~ I don't understand....

Well, my statement stands true...I hate animals...and obviously, they hate me. No matter how hard i try, they always slip away from me...

And...friday when i got on the bus, i saw Yoh's dead body laying along the road...~_~ I had to fight so hard...not to cry on the bus. And the week before...Yoh and Truffle went missing after Trey's death. **dies** This week was one of the worst weeks of my life...because after my mom got surgery, my sister found out she needs it too. And my father's mother is so close to death that...His sister is now calling and harrassing us. ~_~ Probably going to get sued again, she always does. I don't consiter them as family because...they have done so much to hurt us..that it's actually scarred me for life...I will never forget..

Why is this hurting me so much? what have i done to deserve this?! ...**sigh**...I hate it all..~_~..

And with this, I probably wont be in for another week or two. Next week is the Homecoming dance. Probably the only good thing to happen to me for a whlie. Because, I am going with Jeremy. I love him so much. He is the only person who can make me laugh non-stop without even saying anything. And for that, i love him. After the dance we will probably all spend the night at James's house because the next day after the dance we are going to go all out and play guitar and what-not. Should be fun. To bad i can't play very well. ~_~ Oh well..

Well, thanks again for reading my rant of the day. You don't have to read it if you don't want to..I know i wouldn't wanna read it ~_~

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LICK MY TOES!
Yea thats right! I said it!
Oh WHAT NOW, BIZNOTCH!?
**The tree falls on me**
**dies**

Mood: YEEEEEE!!
Listening to: Just The Girl- The Click Five!
Reading: ...>) Horokeu/Lyserg Doujinshi!
Watching: The blue one o___o

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEA!!! I GOT A WEEK OF FREE SUBSCRITION TO DA!!! ITS SO MUCH BETTER!! T___T **doesnt want it to leave** Great time to give it to me, i probably wont be on for the next milinium or so. XD I have been really busy and if not busy, then lazy. I am always scared to get on DA because im always flooded with messages @___@

But, i dont mind beeeccaaauuuseee now I HAVE A STAR BY MY NAMEE!!! EAT THAT PRESIDENT BUSH!!!! **does the happy dance**

Well, lately i have been busy, as i said before. I am in Shakesphere after school now-a-days. o__o i am in Hamlet! I am the chicka who does the thing with the thing in the end..o_o..wait...what? **dies** XD I'm the queen chicka...Gurcude...or something like that XD Can't remember...XD Well, yea. I have that every tuesday and thursday. **dies** And french class is killing me to death.

I really like the whole setup for the subscription thinger..XD I love it so much! **never wants it to go** T___T

And i have some bad news. Two of the kittens died...T__T Truffle and Terry...So, now there are three of the ones that i rased and two more. Panda, Leone, and Brooklyn XD I love Brooklyn! HE IS SO SMALL!! I have to take a picture of him and put him on the site...hes so cute **dies** ...But i miss truffle and Terry...**cries**...

And well, i guess that's all. I promise i will work on the pictures i owe everyone as soon as i possably can! I promise!

THANK YOU FOR ALL THE PAGEVIEWS AND WATCHES AND FAVES AND COMMENTS AND COOKIES! **bows to everyone** it means so much to me! ^__^ THANKS AGAIN!!

~My friends~~


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~Clubs~~

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